October 2009
179 posts
“So you say you want me, make up your mind cos I’m not gonna be here for...”
If Myspace, Facebook, AND Tumblr hypes are...
I hate how you use your charm to win me over and get me unmad. And it works everytime because I’m scared of making you mad and losing you. But the thing is, I don’t wanna be that easy to get back. I’m worth a little effort..
Seriously all my money goes to food. -_-
I hate feeling like I have to work to keep you interested. It should be a give in that you’re interested, but me being me I’d never stop working at keeping your attention. But I hate competing for your attention. Working and competing for it are two different things. Hmph.
September 2009
125 posts
I'm not superwoman. I cry, I get stressed, and I...
Saying "sorry" doesn't fix the hurt, especially...
“You like her and she like you but nothin ever grows cos she afraid of bein...”
Finally hit 4,000 songs on my iTunes.
rawneereyes:
Can I hit 5,000? We’ll see.
LIL WAYNE, MOB FIGUZ, HUS, THA JACKA, J. STALIN FTW FTW.
I own no winter clothes.
I need to go shopping eventually or I’m gonna stay sick like this forever.
It’s surreal, in the bad way, or bizzare, whatever you want to call it, seeing the place you were born and raised for a little while in such a terrible condition.. I mean, I was just in the Phillipines December/January and I could barely not cry seeing the floodway with all the shacks for houses hovering above the water. Then you see on TV and the internet people swimming water, what 25+...
I noticed that I talk either really loud or really...
It's not that I enjoy being treated the way I get...
This may seem shallow and bitchy but I’m starting to feel really unoriginal around my friends. I feel like everything I do everyone starts to like and I feel like everyone’s got a little piece of my personality and the things I enjoy. I’m not saying that I don’t wanna share who I am it’s just that I feel robbed of my individuality. People like the same things, I get...
I've only been given flowers once in my life.
HOW SAD! Haha. And it was ONE flower, not a boquet.
It bothers me when people ask me “How come you never wear your hair down?” Okay, so it’s been up the past 10 days but I don’t go to school to impress no body. I go there to learn. I’m seriously lazy. My hair is a fucken hassle and it’s so much easier to put it up, out of my face where I don’t play with it or it gets in my face during class and I can focus...
I hate Farmville.
N: You have a Facebook?
R: Yeah.
N: You got a farm?
R: ....
I hate when people want to help me. I know that sounds kind’ve stupid but I prefer doing things on my own of FOR other people. I’d much rather wake up 30 minutes earlier and make lunch for a friend than have them do that for me. I feel like I don’t deserve people’s kindness or something. I don’t like having things handed to me. I’d much rather do for me and...
People take advantage of how nice I can be.
Don’t expect me to do shit for you. I do it out of the kindness of my heart.
Our conversations are getting better.
Go us! Now it’s time I start one of my 5 writing assignments due tomorrow. Fuck you school.
I don't know what you what from me anymore....
Dearly Departed
I'm not a fan of people.
I often question when I’ll be good enough for the people in my life, then I realize that I’m good enough for myself and flip you all off. Teehee.
It’s beyooond me why I insist on taking so many AP/honors classes if I seriously hate school to begin with. Every day I fight the urge to cut my last class. Damn you school. No one likes being at school from 7:19-3:04pm. NO ONE.
I hate when people mix up the following words:
There, their, and they’re
Are and our (This is OUR dog, not ARE dog)
At and in (It’s when I was IN San Leandro not AT San Leandro)
To, too, and two
Than and then
Your and you’re
I hate when people bring up the past relationships of the person I’m talking to.. Do you find enjoyment in seeing me upset and uncomfortable? Then you all love to try and backtrack to save your ass and make me feel better. Or the other one, where you guys find it funny; where you love bringing it up and laughing about it. Do you see me laughing? No. If I cared about what went on before me...
I may not have it down yet but my intentions are...
I'd die without her!
rheeeeak: ANSWER ME!!!!
rheeeeak: Oh I know the answer,
rheeeeak: "Cuz it just don't seem like u feelin me anymore"
conniewasnothere: LOL
rheeeeak: Always the same responce.
conniewasnothere: no it's
conniewasnothere: "cuz it just don't seem like u feelin me anymore.."
conniewasnothere: it's response
conniewasnothere: LEARN TO SPELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When you call me in the middle of the night and I’m asleep I lie and say I wasn’t just so you’ll stay up to talk with me and won’t tell me to go back to bed. Teehee, one of life’s little pleasures I guess.
You don’t have to like him, but you do have to accept him. You’re all always saying I need to be happy and if he makes me happy then there should be no problem, kapeesh?
Ronnie, get a life.
She knows me waay too WELL.
conniewasnothere: I only trust 4 people to drive me.. Other than that I get scared as fuck to get in the car.
conniewasnothere: i am guessing those people are
conniewasnothere: justin, your mom, cameron, and..
conniewasnothere: nick?
rheeeeak: OMG. OMG!!!! LOL.
rheeeeak: YES.
conniewasnothere: am i right?
conniewasnothere: HAHAHAH I KNOW YOU TOO DAMN WELL
Sense my amusement with the excessive exclamation points.
If a nigga doesn't want to be seen with you in...
I only trust 4 people to drive me.. Other than...
I had a bad day today. *sigh
I haven’t had a talk like that in soo long.. Go us for one of our rare deep conversations, especially about family. It hella made me reflect on my past and go back into places that I haven’t even acknowledged were there in forever. I love my bestfriends, they’re there for me all day but sometimes they just don’t understand where I’m coming from.. And sometimes I just...
I accomplished the Lady Gaga hair bow. It pays off...
I wish bffl and boo's dogs could have puppies...
Wouldn’t that be the shit though? A puppy that’s half his and half my bestfriend’s that could be with me everyday. It’d be like having both of them with me everyday. Too bad that could never happen =(
“I’m shootin for her heart got my finger on the trigga’, she can be...”
In spanish class I'll jump at any chance that I...
I hate using the "&" symbol when I'm typing. It...
“So nigga i want ur ass to be happy.. I’ll do nething for u”
– If you ignore the bad grammar and calling me nigga, it’s pretty fucken sweet.
I miss living in my ghettoass Glen Oaks...
Always something interesting goin down there and in the condos. Now here…I only smell and see Indians!